How long were you on for?

How were strength gains?

4 Months. Compounds when up 40-60 lbs BUT i really think i peaked around 8-10 wks.

May of been the halodrol clone that was giving me that edge with the test/tren. Not sure. Anyway, if axio ever decides to fuckin sell gears again, i could put an order in and plan my next cycle in 5 months.

So, heres the latest pic. Still gotta shed some water and fat. Im sure i'll be able to hang onto 10-12 lbs after PCT. My abs are still cloudy and the obliques are puffy. I really gotta step up my cardio.






i created some before and afters.....I tried to match the sizes up as accurately as i could. The angles arent exact but its fairly proportionate. I already posted these pics...but i wanted to show a side by side comparison.

The First pic was the beginning of the cycle, and the second one was from a couple of weeks ago.


Heres one of my back....The first shot was taken several months prior to my cycle. the second pic was taken a couple of weeks ago. My back isnt great now, but i think ive made solid improvements in the last 6 months.






And Lastly, the wheels.

First shot taken @ the beginning, second a couple of weeks ago.




Gonna take some more pics this weekend of my back/legs as an update. and then im retiring this Journal lol. its been real.

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Looking great bro, looks like you had some solid gains from this cycle. Legs look more defined, chest looks rounder, and arms look much bigger. Good job. One thing though, why did you decide to stay on for so long being it's your first cycle?

And what are you planning on running for your next cycle?

I thought i could continue making gains and realized an extra few weeks wouldnt hurt. i may of made better gains if i didnt drop the doses down. if anything i should of ramped em up. I lost about a week of training due to a serious wisdom tooth infection and i couldnt even eat.

Next cycle will probably be a 16-20 weeker.

I'll begin with a kickstart, probably Oxymethelone for 4 weeks.
A multi-estered Test such as sust @ 650-700 wk
Some Tren during the last 10 weeks (not sure on dosages yet)
and a DHT derivative such as Masteron (not sure on dosages yet)

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PCT is going fine. I def feel different, less mentally aggressive and libido seems to be less insatiable. started using nolva @ 40 for this week, then i'll be dropping it to 30, 20, 20, 10

So 5 weeks of the SERM.

By week 3, the ATD and 6-oxo will begin. I'll contiunally ramp the doses up until im done with the serm. week 6 will be a reduced dosage of my AI's/AE's

Im Using a low dose of DHEA as well. 25 mgs/ed (figured due to my age, why not)
Tribulus 2-3 grams a day
saw palm
coq10
High doses of CEE and AAKG and L-arginine.

I'd apologize profusely if YOU bumped into me at a bar and spilled my drink all over me while grabbing my girlfriend's ass..... Looking huge....

id look down and laugh. then break his hand. then we'd talk gears

First thing im noticing....

soreness.

I deadlifted last night with some bicep work and got through it with no prob.
Today was a revelation of pain though. i havent been this sore in months. feels like i got hit by a toyota or some shit. Trying to keep up with my lifts is gonna cripple my ass. I may need to taper down my numbers or im gonna be unable to walk.

Libido seems disrupted. I got flaccid in the midst of a BJ, gonna be difficult to explain the hormonal situation to the Mrs. without her thinking its BS. perhaps some literature on PCT and libido fluctuations carefully left on her desk would explain things without me having to say a word.

Gonna take a much needed rest day today. No more insane week long smashing sessions. I recall SFW 8 days straight with no signs of soreness. Looks like 2 on, 1 off is all i can handle now.

Still waiting on my damn bag of ON whey and dextrose from BN. its been 8 days. wtf is happening here? ive resorted to cheerios and milk post workout. not good.

Gonna smoke some seedy, stemmy schwag in my jobey stromboli estate pipe and watch movies. I rented fear and loathing, dodgeball, kingpin and friday. This'll be a cheat day. I'll drop 50 beans on General Tso's chicken and dominos pizza and call it a day. back to business on monday.

2 Questions.

1. What is that on your Right arm, It looks yellow?

2. What made you soooo Red compared to your before pic? I noticed that Jay Cutler always looks RED.

It looks like you made nice gains but it is hard to tell cause it looks like you zoomed in with the camera a little bit on the After Pic. Have you ever competed?

thats a bandage. some asshole shot me as i was walking into my house.....


No, its a nicotine patch that i had taped up so that it wouldnt keep falling off. My skin was so oily on gear that they never could stick on properly.

2) too much time in the tanner or sun with elevated BP makes me look red.

nah i never competed. never will. not my cup of tea.

your a cancer stick smoker?!!


or do you just use the nicotine patch like a pre workout supp?

on and off. I chew dip for the most part. but the patches were free so i tried em. They stay on for 5 minutes and then slide off.

Looks like my chem1 nolva is legit, thankfully.

Balls are really dropping and im hanging onto my weight. Down only 3 lbs. My obliques look less swoll and my stomach doesnt seem to be puffed out anymore.

I dropped the yohimbe in place of Yohimbine....Seems cleaner, less static going on. Yohimbe seems to have Psychoactive properties but the yohimbine doesnt.

I Bought the BN brand but they sent me Primaforce instead. Interestingly, both companies have the same address Guess its the same shit.

Still extremely sore the day after on my lifts. Its so weird feeling sore again. I wonder if i'll be as sore once i start using the 6-oxo and ATD.

Noticed my mood and temper are worse now than when i was on. Which is surprising. Figured id be more mellow, not the case.

Sleep is better though. I can sleep without supps now for the first time in a while.
Acne seems worse though on my shoulders.

I can honestly say i miss being on. Its def a positive Psychological effect when you're using. I can see how people stay on for extended periods.

clear your inbox. noob. lol

Its One of the Mods...she keeps PMing me asking me to meet her.

No seriously, i cant fuckin delete em nor can i read the ones i have. BN is really fucked up. Site either freezes or you cant read msgs.

anyway, you get them patches yet?????

awwww i wanted to PM you to meet you up as well!
that BITCH!


jk i didnt come out of the closet yet, so i wont do that...... YET




i put them birth control patches right where you did. on my COCK.
but yeah i received them. I put another one under a false name and got an extra box of it. lol.



you ever got some crazy dreams while sleeping on the patch?
i had some crazy ass vivid dreams from them.

dude the dreams are 10 times as vivid as ZMA.
Especially if you put a fresh one on close to bed time....holy shit.

And you can recall in perfect detail these dreams, which go on for hours. very intense.

But yeah i gotta put another order in soon. Probably use a Pseudo-name.

i didnt think of using another name to get more, i was gonna wait the 3 months. Lame of me.

Id rather they send the gum or lozenges tho.....just i dont know how to have them do that. probably a certain answer you need to reply "Yes" on. i dunno.

yeah Primaforce bought out bulknutrition not too far back.

Dunno wtf the primaforce president is doing cuz bulknutrition is getting worse and worse by the year. What a great businessman!

noob, a 17 year old was able to think of that faster than you.

Bet its all that gear metabolites clogging up your brain!


JK lmao.

As for the birth control gum, i would call them instead. Maybe they will change it out for gum instead. Theres no option online besides the patch. Maybe they only have patches, who knows?

and clear out your inbox whenever you get the chance, i need to send you updated photos of my sensational balls.

Well, i figured it out. (if you want the Gum)

When you get to the question that asks "are you allergic to adhesives?" select Yes.

So far i have like 6 people living with me lol Trying to get creative with the names to use.

Names i plan on using in the future:

Nicotino LeFiend
Noobert B. Jackedson
I. B. Tanner

Maybe they'll catch on when they realize i have 40 people living at my address?

Four str8 months of gears!! Holy shit!

When you bust a nut, does anything come out nowadays?